tori, 18, paris ontario
loves the colour purple, taylor swift and a day to remember
You’ve got me up against the wall. So kiss a little harder, grab a little tighter, because tonight; I’m all yours.
when your throat starts to burn, and your heartbeat speeds up, when your stomach tightens, and your lungs close up, when your tears rush to your eyes faster than you ever dreamed possible, that’s the worst pain you will ever feel. that’s your heart breaking
You don’t know what you put me through. But it’s all okay, I’ve forgotten about you. And in some way, I hope it fucks with you. To know I’m okay and I made it through. Without you, without even having to force a smile. I’m okay, and I hope you’re not.
“I don’t have a fear of commitment. I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up. I screw things up, especially with people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant, I want to be close, I get confused. I don’t understand all of it, but I keep pushing because I hope this thing, this universe, there’s no way that I’m the only person out there who wants something this bad, if I want it, someone else out there must too
I’m here again, a thousand miles away from you. A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am. I tried so hard, thought I could do this on my own. I’ve lost so much along the way, then I see your face. I know I’m finally yours. I find everything I thought I lost before. You call my name, I come to you in pieces so you can make me whole.
Yeah, I get it. I’m not like most girls. I’m myself around you. I don’t need to flirt with you every minute to try to get your attention. You actually know me. I’ve actually been there for you when you needed me to listen. I was always there to tell you I care. And maybe thats what scares you? I actually care about you, even when you think no one does.
Don’t be mad because I said I don’t give a fuck. Be mad because I once did and you were too blind to see.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
